"You're never going to be happy."

I was literally told that by someone..that if I don't start seeing the best in people I will never be happy....unfortunately for this person, I am extremely happy and it's because I see the worst in people that I am. If it weren't for being able to see that most of the people I used to work with were fake to me, it wouldn't have made my transition to PC as easy as it was. I LOVE the people up there...I miss the Schmidt's, Katie, and Sydney...that's it. John is a horrible manager and the only reason people like working for him is because they can walk all over him. What he pulled with me with some day come back to bite him...I just hope someone calls me to inform me of this date.

Anyways-

My NY Resolution is out with the old and in with the new. There are some people who, I'm sorry, I've been fake friends with also and it's time to stop acting like I care. It doesn't do you any more good than it does me. There are also friendships that I've tried desperately to hold onto and it just isn't working anymore. They've showed me that I will always be to blame and they are never wrong..and I can't have that in my life anymore. So, enjoy your life and surrounding yourself with temporary friends...minus the one you will always have basically because she is just an amazing person all around. I just hope you never abuse that friendship and don't take advantage of this person. So, if in the next year you find yourself "deleted" think about it. There's a reason....you know it, and I know it. I can't keep holding onto "high school" friends because we were close once. ALSO people who keep trying to add me when we never even spoke in hs...please stop.

I know this may sound like I'm bitter and an unhappy person but this is truly just my path to full on happiness. I love park city starbucks and enjoy all of my new friends, all of which are real. Especially Mamie...we are two peas in a pod... how we weren't friends before blows me away. I love my job at the pre-school...it's amazing and will only help me open doors when we move on to law school sometime next year.

Anyways-this is my rant for now.