Well, today was better.

Well. Today was a little bit better. I talked to one person I needed to and, it went really well. However, I haven't spoken to the other person I need to and I don't think it will go as well. I'm just going to need to suck it up tomorrow and just deal with it. So what if I have a semi-hostile work environment...who cares?! I'm very nervous to go to work tomorrow....extremely nervous. I have no idea what I'm gonna do? I know I just said "suck it up" but wow, that will be hard. I honestly think I won't be getting much sleep tonight, and I'm slightly afraid to fall asleep, like, if I don't go to sleep I won't have to go to work tomorrow...even though I'll definitely have to lol. Hmmm....I really don't know how this is going to play out. I know I didn't do anything wrong and I LOVE that somehow someone else, this "birdy" is getting NONE of the back-lash and I'm getting it ALL. This is complete and total bull shit..and when I find out who it was that called this in the first place..I'm telling everyone...EVERYONE...so that the back-lash can then be brought on to them. Even if I like this person as of now...it's crap to do this to me. If you cared about me..you would have stepped up and not thrown me under the bus...so, all in all, screw you! I hope that my sadness and the back lash that has been bestowed upon me haunts you and guilts you every day of your life.

Anyways-
I get to go back to Seattle in 20 days which, as of now, is going to be the best thing EVER. I don't think I've ever truly liked Utah, but it's for sure now! I mean, the fact that I don't trust anyone, ANYONE i work with, sucks. Everyone is 1/2 truth, 1/2 bull shit. I'm sure I fall into this category, but I don't know if I feel like being a bitch and pretty fucking negative and hardcore as being bull shit....I'm done acting like I like people when I don't, and I am DONE being walked all over. I can't wait to just leave all of this shit behind me and have a good time. Hopefully when I get back I can transfer and leave everyone behind.

I can't wait until Brandon takes the LSAT's and we move on with our lives...one big fuck you and waste of time Utah has been.